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"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go." ~Author Unknown

I guess shit happens when you least expect it. Anyway thank you Awesome and Super who went movie with me! Yeah we watched transformer! Good show I must say. Really like the CG and effects. Wasn't really concentrating on the actions and I'll defianlt give it a 9/10 overall! looking forward to saturday training! Fullday training! yeah! I'll work my ass off!!

A Comet Appears

The Shins

One hand on this wily comet Take a drink just to give me some weight Some uber-man I'd make I'm barely a vapor

They shone a chlorine light on

A host of individual sins Let's carve my aging face off Fetch us a knife Start with my eyes Down so the lines Form a grimacing smile

Close your eyes to corral a virtue Is this fooling anyone else? Never worked so long and hard To cement a failure

We can blow on our thumbs and posture But the lonely are such delicate things The wind from a wasp could blow them Into the sea With stones on their feet Lost to the light and the loving we need

Still to come The worst part and you know it There is a numbness In your heart and it's growing

With burnt sage and a forest of bygones I click my heels Get the devils in line A list of things I could lay the blame on Might give me a way out

But with each turn It's this front and center Like a dart stuck square in your eye Every post you can hitch your faith on Is a pie in the sky Chock full of lies A tool we devise To make sinking stones fly

And still to come The worst part and you know it There is a numbness In your heart and it's growing

Happy Birthday to me! haha, yeah it my birthday! Thank you everyone who sms and fb me with wishes! Well the usual stuffs today.. simple movie and lunch with Adam Aloy Sharon Jo & Janet. watched Ghost of Girlfriends Past. not a bad show. The story is something like the ghost of christmas you knwo the 3 spirits on the scrouge blah blah blah...

Went for my first 5days ICT aka RESERVIST last week. Well on the 1st day, everything was talk talk talk and talk sit until my back ach! den after parade like wth!!! Den I'm like thinking how I spent my 2yrs when this 1st day is killing me already! the next 2 days are weapon handeling and ippt. lucky no need to take coz already gold haha!! by wednesday night, as I use to be a law gunner now they say have to carry matador to chiong the forest! wtf! that freaking metal dummy is close to 9kg+ can die! So thursday outfield, not bad experience.. still can tahan. At night as my sect com is sick, so my section no need to do the training, but dunnoe why I so on, voluntery go join other section for the training haha. coz usually in ns time when you can no need to train is the best! But the last day friday was the best 5 star saf service. Sleep all you want and breakfast and lunch delivery to your bunk! thats what I call reservist! haha

Imm. after ict the highlight of the week, mersing trip ! yeah fishing!!!!! Spent the the weekend at malaysia fishing. The bite rate isnt that bad but still abit disappointing no monster fish. watch a sotong jig setup being pull into the sea! yeah can you imagine a sotong so strong enough to pull a rod and reel into the waters? Must be a freaking hugh one lar!

my mind and feeling are in a mess right now. your not a anywrong but you the one that allow me to felt how i felt years back. i guess that is what i call chemistry?

DK training today was alright. Game play for my self 2/10 Physical Fitness 6/10 any other matters 7/10. Manage to hit my head on the ground hopfully nothign happen. Stock up items for Mersing trip. Gonna be going ICT this coming monday. ICT stuffs haben pack. My just too tired from today's activity, brain not working well. Will be like away for the whole week, 5 days ICT 2 days at Mersing gonna so miss you so much.

You said it

edited frm other source

Patience..

After the Storm will always...

Be the Rainbow...

Together with the Sunshine...

yeah got my ipod nano today!

I just want that moment frozen....

Well well term break is here. 2 weeks for relax n mug but I only got this week to do it. Next week will be reservist! like wtf!!!! Really enjoy sleeping till afternoon everyday but kinda felt guilty when you wakes up and "baaa waste my whole morning" well this can only go on for a few more days.

Official training had begin, I still hate the whole regimental thing whenever that happens its just that part me me that hates it. Watching the juniors throw I really wants to join in as well but can't it really sux to just watch over them and can't join in. Sometimes I wonder those seniors in training knows that they are seniors or not. yes the juniors do something wrong be it 1st or 2nd time or many more times we just correct them. If they cont to do wrong, we gotta go thru the punishment with them so be it! suck it up and not "yaya u guys can't do it right? lets "play" " the whole stupid world doesn't not surround you! you POS! dunnoe y I'm writting this out I juz feel liek shooting that fella.

mMm.. I dunoe if I had done anything wrong, but seriously your only person that have made me felt like what I felt 2 year back. I really hope you juz don't shoot me in my heart and walk away

That Night....

you made my heart skip many many beats

Now someone get me an iPOD nano or iPOD touch PLS!!!!!

Anatomy and Physiology lessons and lab session are fun.

But the test are NONO! juz did the first test on friday. I can only say cui but not tt cui. hopfully can score a pass lar i tink. Those reports and presentation and test are almost over. Coming tuesday 1 presentation 1 test, thursday 1 more test den yeah! its holiday!!!! but yeah it RESERVIST! omg! Anyway was very happy to go borders today, went there and yahooo! my fav cook Jamie Oliver book is on sale! I've been wanting to get his book but dame they r EXPENSIVE!!!! so todays is my chance,

and I bought it with a big smile on my face =D =D =D. AS usual I can spend hours browsing so today spent 2 hrs there. Almost got charmed by the cocktail book but lucky can with strain myself from buying

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*pic* Bacterial on your hands and surronding

Year 3 life is hectic. tons of never ending project assignments tutorials reports. they just keep coming in one after another. E-quizes, class tests one after another as well. I really miss those yr 1 and 2 days of "slacking". My current class is so small that well, we don't even need a lecture hall to have lecture. All have been conducted at tutorial rooms. Miss those lecture hall as well. Well, all this aside the modules now are fun! Anatonomy and Physiology especially! Just came back from KL opens. Really another expericnce of a life time. Didn't really play well on the 2nd days throws are everywhere. Crack is guess is the word to describe it. The monent I see my throws buang tt's it. I know its the end of my turn and be ready to cheer at the sidelines.

The Fun part of yr3 =)

latest creation =)

My buddies that makes me smile when I'm down Been a long time since that emo songs make me emo haha

As promised wad has happened.....

Taiwan trip photos

Try doing it blind folded!

River tracing was sure fun and COLD!

Days up in the mountain!

*concussion*

Recent home cooked meal

Today's production Smiling Cappuccino

Hey Yo!!!! as promise I'm gonna update wad have been happening.

• Poly life finally entering the year 3 phase. Results of last sem. wasn't that bad as I expected. Moslty "B"irds and extra-big size "C"hickens. 3rd year specialization, I got into what I came to NYP for. Yeah so now I'm doing biomedical for this 3rd year. Sch started last week currently nw into week 2. Tons of project and reports kept comming. Despite friends telling me doing biomed for 3rd year is no use. but still I rather enjoy what I want and what I came for than suffer form something which will not give me motavation to press on.

• Went to outward bound taiwan in march. Yes Taiwan! Did mountain expediation there and river tracing. Up the mountain was fun. we climbed Yu Shan(Jade mountain) which currently the high mountain in North-east asia and nomimated into one ofthe wonders of the word. Though we did not reach the summit of 3952m abv sea due to heavy snow along the way to the summit. We still mamange to climb all the way till 3700m!

• Frisbee, nyp ultimate emerged champion once again this year 08/09. Finals was against Nus. Tough fight for the juniors who were inexperience compared to nus. But everyone gave their best and tada! CHAMPS! Upcomming will be Malaysia opens for me. Not sure y but I seems to face abit of problem now in the game. gotta clear this mind of mine =)

• Myself, well as I'm updating this I'm down with a bad cold, dame sux lah. Den juz finish my batch of photos for editing. Btw, I've hitch up a decent job other then being a Napfa trainer and test in Nyp, I'm currently doing photo editing for a small neighbourhood studio =) pay not bad for a person like me who got his skills mainly from trail and error and reading frm books. During holidays cooked alot. Also back to my fav. hobbies, gundams kits and fishing! picked up spraying and coating the gundams durning the holiday as well. (yes I enjoy building gundam kits but I'm no OTAKU! - japanese word for describing people who eat slp talk watch anime game cosplay and nothign else)

okAy its 1.30am now and I'm sick and lessn is 8am n the morining. those who have been waiting to read all these heres ur chance will update again soon i promise =). chk out facebook also for more frequent happpenings? haha

*pics wil be up soon i guess* CIAO!

long time no update since like wad last year august? gonna do a long n full update soon. so look forwad !