how to trust other when you can even trust yourself

mm... a month pass since i last blog... things well have not been going very well lar... i sometime have the feeling that i'm mearly existing.. appearing for the sake of appearing.. i question myself who is my friend that i can really trust... who i can rely on.. though my mind can tell me that who those people are but i can't even trust myself... anyway forget those unhappy things... last thurs is my unit anniversary.. had half a day at sentosa playing.. n the rest of the day off.. so my camp mates all stayed n enjoy the sun sand n sea!! go to my pics in my link to find out more! chiao~